When I am drunk , when I am numb

It’s a bad felling , to fell that you are not aware to every thing that goes around you , to not understand people , not to handle there way of taking or walking

People become more difficult than ever been , life become more complicated than it used to be so I should follow it’s lead to do so…

So I should change to the better , and always aim to the best ,,,

The love life I have is just like the life it self , cause sometimes I fell that the life is not fair to me like it should be , so I don’t know how love is going to end up with me ,,, cause of some ridicules traditions , hope that everything is going to be fine with my life because of my nervous statue that I’ll be when I don’t get the thing I like or love .

So all I hope from allah to get what I like , love is a strong word that I rear use it , not every day I love someone , and above all of that I thought that I’d never love anyone anymore but thank to the girl how made me love again .

My Dear lovely love of my life I love you so much and I do not know how I’d live without you , thanks a lot love .